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22 August 2011 @ 02:00 am
i'm sitting here enjoying the quiet
and i suddenly realize, my belly feels empty

why is it comforting some times and neurotic others?

i know its from all the carbs at dinner
they've burned off, leaving me feeling empty but still bloated on unused calories

it's worse when i wake up at night or after naps
i go feral and HAVE to stuff something down my throat
sweets and bread preferably
i get cranky if anything or anyone else needs my attention while feeding
frenzy is a good word because it's mindless and urgent

for the moment it feels good

maybe if i persist and feed my frenzy with water my body will adjust and start to crave it when i need comfort
i read about this girl who used the same concept with exercise and emotional eating